:: midnightride ::

"i hardly recognize youuuu !!!"
that’s the 1st line i heard when i came to a reunion a few days ago (for 15 minutes).

[sigh]
probably, yes, for some people i changed a lot. for some, i just stayed the same. the question is: who changes ? have i really changed that much ? or probably it is they who never really know me :p.

of course im different now if you’re my junior high school mates :D. but if you’re a friend i met just a few years ago, i think i don’t change that much anyway. my study does interfere with my life style but inside i just find freedom.

[pause]

i love what i do. i do what i love. vice versa.

i got home late. at 9, at 11. or sometimes i got home by 6 in the morning. i don’t complain. i have family and friends who support me. my friends live that way. my family understand, too, finally. i pursue perfectness.

i live. i live my life right now. i feel so alive. i will never want to exchange this to anything.

cheerz.

finally,
i’ve come this far

so many i’ve wasted, so many i’ve sacrificed
i will not regret whatsoever
since it is the path i’m destined to

so,
come what may